Wuzzy's

Freedom

2011-10-31T16:30:00.001+08:00

This will be the last week then I would be free. Well hope things will be fine.

It Really Going To Determine My Future

2011-07-29T13:25:00.002+08:00

Yes! I applied DPA and was shortlisted for interview. Results out on 19 August really can't wait for it. Sorry guys was busy with prelims and things. Will update more often after O for now let just stick to this pace. Hahaha

PS: I don't want to be a bother to you.

For Real?

2011-07-13T11:25:00.002+08:00

I am going to do it :) Hope it won't turn out bad. Hope she will love it eh. Haha I wish.

2011-06-29T22:06:00.001+08:00

Is just the first week of school reopen. Now I'm sick. Down with fever and leg is causing much pain. I don't know whether I can go school tomorrow or not. I missed school today and if I miss tomorrow lesson,would mean I will miss a total of three days. As Friday I have an appointment at CGH for review of my leg. Ok people I still on the right track so don't worry about me.

What's With Today?

2011-06-26T02:26:00.003+08:00

Well its June 26 today and its her birthday. We don't meet,chat and even text anymore. We are like strangers now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAKIAH <3

Getting Started

2011-06-25T11:43:00.001+08:00

Well as you all know,this week is the last week of holiday. Well holiday been really dry. Can't wait for O to be over and I will have all the time to enjoy. I guess this holiday is quite a useful one as although I didnt do really much revision,I did a few. Sadly I didn't do holiday homework. Today will burn the midnoght oil doing every single one of it. Is not that much though cause some are done. After this holiday will really discipline myself. I had enough rest already. Ok prelim not sure whether I can do well.

Troublesome

2011-06-24T12:36:00.003+08:00

Ok this post will be a very short one. My right leg is on cast.

Go Beyond Your Limits

2011-06-23T00:22:00.004+08:00

Life is so great now. Everything is under control. All I have to do is to pat myself on the back. Recently there was class outing. It was an awesome one but well not many turned out. Well guys,you are all busy with POLY life. Great to see friends succeeding. Go for schlorship guys. Anyway now things really showing. I have great friends indeed which I didn't know that I would be so close to them now. Anyway today I passed my practical 5 for motor. I left eith 3 more practical before I can book Traffic Police Test. Soon you people will see me on the road with my own bike. Today mom thought me this,"if there is a will,there is a solution to everything" awesome man. Haha don't know why she so random. Tomorrow will be a long day. Morning check up at CGH,hopefully my leg is in good condition. After which will be heading Parkway Parade to exchange my phone. Lastly going to Ubi Driving Centre to get my Provisional Driving License (PDL). Almost forget,tomorrow my sister wouls be back. Well lets see what she get for me.
Everday our lives....

Kick Start Again

2011-06-18T02:32:00.005+08:00

Ok people I really can't sleep. Oh well many things is just running through my mind. I don't know why but well is true people say that I'm contradicting to myself. I can't deny that. Oh first is because of studies. I thought I'm up for it and wanting to go POLY next year. Now everything just shattered is because I'm just scared whether I can make it or not. Everyone is behind me and knowing I can do well but the one person is not there behind me. Secondly friends who are in poly are all having a good life. They seems to be enjoying there life there. Yeah it kinda childish to say this but I'm JEALOUS of where there are now. Well there meet new friends,so do I. One thing compare to me and them is I still using BGSS uniform. Well I can't blame anyone for where I am now. All was my fault.

If only my parents could read this,I would like to tell you guys how much I really love you.

I'm not going to compare anymore what I don;t have and what others have. I will cheerish everything that I have now. The main thing right now is that I know family is always there. Friends are just temporary. In life you could have as many friends but back to reality there are only handfuls who are true friends which are there to help you.

Handfuls as in numbers that are within your hands (1-10)

Ok to really start a fresh,I will go on and pursue my dream once again and put all my temporary friends aside. Well said whatever you want to say but i gone through a lot and i know friendship is not true. That's my philosophy.

Listing down the GOODBYE will be a whole long list but this will be the last time I will be doing all this. From now till my exam i will fight against my dream and take on any challenges I face along the way. This is life.

I'm DONE once and for all :)

Kinda Suck Without You

2011-06-17T19:44:00.002+08:00

Everyday goes by without you by my side. I'm trying to forget all those happy things we did together but is rather difficult. I don't know why but you are someone that hard to forget even though we both come and go. I know you're fine without me but why can't i forget you just like the way you forget me? Everything seems easy for you. We like stop contacting before my birthday and it was really my down pint. I don't know how to win your heart again but if you do read this,i still like you.

Ok back to reality,studies being sucks. Haish there is no point for me to study already. At least when you're were there you were like encouraging me but then now there is no one. AARRGGHH!!

Life Sucks

COMPLICATED

2011-06-16T14:04:00.002+08:00

Everything seems to go back to normal in January but all changed again when the girl that I thought that will bring me happiness left me once again. She has gone through a lot and I don't blame her cause i think she just too traumatized with the thing she just when through with her ex. To be honest with you i would go up to you and smash your face up but she doesn't want me to interfere. You got away this time but not when we meet face to face outside.

To the girl,

Ever since you left me,everything changes. My mood for study also vanished. My life was like going down once again. I know I hurt you before but why can't you give me a chance? If I ever hurt you,I'm sorry.

pm: lets start it all over again

Things That I'm Going To Do

2011-01-30T14:09:00.001+08:00

Ok things are to change for the month of February.

APPRECIATED

2011-01-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

HHHHEEELLLLOOOOO

Today was at home all the way but i have some great news. I told you guys that I'm retaking my O as a private candidate right? Now all is changed once again. I went back to school on Monday and then after some talking I decided to appeal back to school. At first i went to GO and asked a form so that i can appeal and to my surprise the appeal application is close and lucky i got a back up plan. I asked to meet the VP and talking here and there,he asked me to write a letter of appeal. Finally after that he straight away asked when you can start school,as soon i heard that question in my heart i was like YES I'M ACCEPTED AND SO FAST? I then answer with confusing,tomorrow? After I go out,I was like why i say tomorrow? Indeed when they call me,i say Monday so on Monday i will start school and all this thanks to my VP for accepting my application :) THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I'm so excited for school that I've bought my school bag and shoe.

ENOUGH!

2011-01-24T00:56:00.002+08:00

Is been awhile? Hahaha was just too busy with outings and stuff. Ok i didn't badly for O but no time for me to regret but instead i have to look forward and do well-I'm retaking though :) Anyway many things strike me at once and it really strike hard as though i really didn't something really bad,but I've understand it and already know how to handle it. Firstly was her,results,parents,financial and lastly relatives. About her,i'm over it already cause nothing could be done and yeah i won't attach a string on her already. What for i ask her to message me everyday and meet me once a month if she's not sincere? I understand it already,she's the type who once broke up with a guy doesn't want anything to do with the guy already and now i respect it. I'm sorry though but i was really in love with you and is hard for me to forget all things happen between us at first but now I'm gonna slowly forget it and if you read this,i hope you will keep to your promise and is sincerely from you. For parents wise,I've really disappoint them to the max. I have to really study hard and do well this time round so that they can trust me once again and know that I can do it :) I'm sorry mom and dad that I've really waste lots of your money. Is ok that you not going to pay for my private school fees,I can manage it :) Secondly is financial ,I owe people money and not saying one digits amount is Two to Three digits amount. Promised myself that I going to pay all the debt by Chinese New Year and no more borrowing money from people. Not just that about my financial,I also gonna manage my money from now onwards as i really going to be tight this year-gonna cut down shopping and all. Lastly relatives,I hate it when i do things that can make them say things about me,so what if i don't do well? I just played too much and I've really waken up now. Stop all the talking that is just what I want. I will show you that i gonna really study hard this year and do well this year,just see my results next year. Razy is really changing no more talking already,now is action. Prayers I've started but still not all that i do and really proud of it as slowly but sure.

TO HER I WON'T BOTHER YOU ANYMORE BUT I STILL DO CARE ABOUT YOU. DO CALL OR TEXT ME WHENEVER YOU WANT :) LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT I'VE TO MOVE ON :)

WITH MUCH LOVE,TAKE CARE :)

DAM I'M LOST

2011-01-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

Results are bad. Passed but then is just like a pass so is difficult for me to go anywhere. Now I've applied for poly and if still can't get in i will retake O. I guess this is really a lesson for me to learnt. I had once again disappoint a lot of people,especially my family. I can't do anything but just seek help from god. For now i going to forget the past and really start a new. I gonna start to be a better muslim,family person, respectful and all. Enough of the saying,i'm gonna do it.

JOAN I LOVE YOU :)

2011-01-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

Ok have been thinking about it for sometime and i think i know what already,my new year resolution is to be a better person and improve myself in every way. I also gonna cut down shopping as it is really uncontrollable. Anyway was glad to received her msg wishing me happy new year and the next thing i did was to call her immediately as to really see whether she has reach Singapore. Ok i think what she say is true. Anyway to move on,she got tickets to taylor swift concert and she was bragging to me that she got 2 extra tickets and is sitting the front row. what ever!! Ok will be off to Vietnam on Monday and next thing is results?

How i wish my dad didn't want to send me there?

Ok to her-please give me that ticket alright :)

Thursday

2010-12-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

Wake up and headed home to change and went out again. Met them at Bedok platform and then went lunch at Little India. Is been awhile since I eat Tosai. after lunch went to the normal place,beancurd and then lan again. Played till around 8 and then headed to National Library to play cards there. After which we had to do our forfeits which is pumping. Haikal did 75,Shaid 50,Yong Sheng 80 and me 60. Hafiz did nothing as he did not play any forfeits game. Xlack around that area and head home early. In advance,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)

Hope your fine :(

Wednesday

2010-12-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

It was a day that i really looking forward to but in the end it really tested out my stamina. Played soccer at East Coast futsal court. At first was nervous as seeing the other teams but after playing,regain confidence and played well. I guess our team was the most outstanding one as we played as a team compared to the others,they played individually. Was really relaxing at first but the whole relaxation turn and it was really testing our stamina to the maximum,all because of NSmen team. Can say that they are not that good but they are just fit. Overall i guess we did well guys. Looking forward for the next game.

AFTERNOON

Met Shaid and Yong Sheng at Parkway. Talk here and there,played games as usual. Ending up Haikal,Yong Sheng and me slept at Shaid's house. We did really nonsensical stuff. Anyway cheer up Bros.

They are idiots

Tuesday

2010-12-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

Planned to go out to town to get a tee or a jeans but at first mom did't allow me to,so initially cancelled all plans. Haha but the first thing i didn't when i wake up was to see whether she's around. as so that i knew that she was not at home,called people to see whether they are willing to go town with me. In the end Muhsin agreed to accompany me to town. Showered,pray and then off to meet him at Bedok platform.

Walk here and there......

Didn't get myself anything as nothing that seems nice to get. So bought him a tee for his birthday which is today. Haha welcome to the 17 club,which some are turning 18 soon. Well after which went to Bugis to eat and then headed home. In the middle of the journey,the train broke down and we have to stop at the next station. WTF? because of that i reach home later then expected and miss some parts of the two of us. Seriously the show is dam nice and oh my AUDREY :) how i wish i could meet her in person.

Ok people go watch that show :)

Monday

2010-12-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

Basically was a day that was not really planned properly. Met Hafiz after Zohor and then head down to Raffles place to meet Murni for lunch. We meet her just to accompany her for lunch as she doesn't have anyone to eat with. After lunch head to town with Hafiz to 'window shop'. Indeed it was just 'window shopping'.

HAHAHAHA

We bought tees from Pull and Bear. After which we met Murni again to go back with her. She was annoyed by me disturbing her. Ok i think we should go out more often.

Sunday

2010-12-28T23:50:00.001+08:00

Is been awhile since we go out as a family. Supposed to go for lunch with BGSC but then family comes first. We went to JB to do groceries. I was so greedy,i guess. I took whatever i see when i was there. Goodness i will die of diabetes soon,i took 6x3,18 packets of Milo and 3 big boxes of cereal. Haha really gonna enjoy ending of holiday with Milo and cereal.

What's else??

Oh we watched movie! A boring one and i slept for awhile in the cinema. Oh really enjoyed the company of Sis and yeah we have common things to get,so I suggest we should buy and share it. You could give me as a present? :)

Saturday

2010-12-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

It was a day that I'm supposed to enjoy with family but instead of following them to the park,I stayed at home as to stay away from all mislead. After which,I went to celebrate Nikki's Birthday instead. It was a surprise party and we really did caught her off guard. Her face was blushing like a tomato when she saw us at the lift landing.

Bla Bla Bla.............

Then come to the entertainment,we played this new gadget called XBOX KINECT. Played for a long time and was really fun but exhausted. Videos will be uploaded via FB.

His Back

2010-12-25T04:31:00.001+08:00

Hey people is been awhile since i block this site and finally i'm back as i believe blogging will improve me english standard. I also learn that blogging will really help you to be more develop-something i learn from a leadership talk. Anyway i hope to keep this blog on going and will add more stuff-photos and etc. Firstly need to get someone to teach me how to do all of that first. Ok will write up soon about my daily day.

Dam You

2010-01-17T14:14:00.000+08:00

Ok was really piss off on friday cause someone came up to me and told me about something. I know the only person who know about it,is only you. You can backstab me once and that is enough. One more time and you will see the real me. Fuck off man. Friday mother mock exam was easy for me cause it was my december holiday homework,wtf.
Saturday woke up around 8 plus and rush to school to meet haifz and yong sheng. We studied quite long then went to tm for luch. Was supposed to meet Shaid but was sick and tired so i cancel the plan.
As for today will rot at home and do some revison. I mean it,gonna do revision. Don't look down at NA stream mother fuckers.

I'm Getting Older

2010-01-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

Hey today is my birthday and since last night when the clock hit 12 midnight people started sms-ing. Thanks guys and now i know who are my really friends. At least i have a friend not like some people. Grateful to have you guys and thanks for the wishing and hell yeah. This year got no chalet,perhaps next year. This year celebration will be a simple one. Ok now I'm 17 and i need to be more mature,haha. Ok lets put things aside. Friday night played soccer with Hafiz,Shaid and the others. Didn't played really well but still scored 2 goals and sorry Hafiz about the harsh tackle. Tomorrow going to be a long day and i have mentally prepared for it and accepting it.

Walaoeh

2010-01-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hey today was a very draggy day. Fuck la why must you keep on reminding? I guess the race has just started and i need to keep up with it. All this years and now is the last challenge,hoping for glory man.

Is Coming

2010-01-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

Oh is a new year now and school gonna reopen and 'O' is coming i guess i have to start now if not i will suffer later. Ok people will keep an update about my school days. Till then

Random

2009-12-30T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hey you said you need a break and after he let you go,you stead with another guy. Is this how you treat people,by saying that you need a break then you go with another guy? C'mon,why can't you just say that you like another guy? I know that is none of my business but that is not the way you treat my friend feeling. If follow my feeling i would just went up to that guy and bash him up. What do you call yourself a friend when you yourself stead with your friend girllfriend. Is all because of you they broke up,didn't you realise. Puki mak ar depat aku step baik,belakang macam setan,kalau aku nampak kau dekat luar,aku pecahkan muka kau juga. This is not about girl but is about how you treat people,if you be good to the person confirm they will be good to you in return but if you back stab the person,you will get wack. Piss off man.

I'm Fine With It

2009-12-28T12:46:00.000+08:00

Ok practical i'm just doing nothing but wasting my time at home as there is just one more week left before school reopen. I haven't done any of my homework and will only start doing it today. Ok people can't wait to meet up with you guys again.

Waste Of Time

2009-12-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

Back from camp yesterday and there is nothing much to update about the camp cause the camp has nothing much. All i can say is that the camp is no plan well enough. For me the camp was boring. The activities were not bringing me any interest, not to mention about the campfire, it was totally a boring thing and i don't think it should be called the campfire. Ok anyway i just went for the camp to slack there and planning my stuff for next year. Oh ya the Sec 5 thing is not confirm cause maybe i would drop out cause the fear is here to stay with me.

Confused

2009-12-20T15:51:00.000+08:00

Its been a while now,and i feel that it is no pint already. I don't understand why we can't be friends but anyway you are attach now and i guess will try to forget everything that has happen and all those sms that she doesn't reply its ok. I respect her decision but i just don't understand why she don't want to be friends with me,do i look like i eat people up?
Whatever it is what has past,its past. Now i just can't figure out whether to go secondary 5 or ITE. God please show me the right way.

Dissapointment

2009-12-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today was the realse of 'N' Level result. So woke up early then get ready to go for prayers first. After prayers took a cab down to school as the car broke down. Reaching school, was shock to see the Channel New Asia van. So was really excited after that. Went to canteen and meet friends, was happy to see them all. Sitting in the hall was really frightening. Then was revealing the top scorer, was really happy for Yuhanis for getting top in school and top in Singapore. Finish clapping and revealing the smart people, was then my turn to received my results. Hearing that i could be promoted, was happy and didn't thought of how many points i gotten. Counting the point really makes me feel dissapointed as i only gotten 15 points. Now i got until monday to make decision where i want to go, and i really don't know what to do. I think that if i were to go to Secondary 5, i will flung but if i go to Higher Nitec at least i could excel. i really confused right now. Ok will post what decision i make on monday.

Back Home

2009-12-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was back home from India. I just gonna say that the trip is really great and is an eye opener. I sure that this trip has make me want to change more and it teaches me how to appericiate things better. We Singaporean should be grateful cause although we think we are poor, there is more people around the world having worse treatment then us. I just thank god for giving me a good life and thank him for bringing me there safely and back home safely. Actually i got a lot to say but i will just keep it short.maybe i will present about this trip next year during assembly. Ok i really can't wait for my results to come out. Friday it is and here i come.
Woot India Rawks

Shop Till You Drop

2009-12-01T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hey I will be going shopping again later need to get two more stuff before the India Expedition. Been shopping with mum this few days. I spent like 500 bucks already. Haha don't care cause this is all for the trip right. Actually i have no mood to go for the trip already cause of a few reason but i guess i have set all of that aside already and going with a fresh start and hope there is no more trouble again.ok i will be off tomorrow and will only be back on the 15 of December is like so long ar. ok till then peeps.

Soon

2009-11-28T10:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah i'm back to update. Next Wednesday will be flying off to India for the expedition trip. I hope all the work i have done will pay off there. It is stressful to be a Co-Leader for an expedition but the person who is really stressful is my Leader, I just hope i can help her out in everything but i can't. The expedition trip will be a 14 days and i hope i could get back safely. Ok will upload pictures that i take there and update regularly after that.
I will miss her

Haizzz

2009-11-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Erm i know is been a long time since i update this blog but what can i do? been really busy. I don't even feel like going to the chalet. I just dont want to cause of some reason but see how cause may be i would change my mind. I need to get some stuff for the India trip and i need those money, anyone care to spare me? Ok i going for charity carwash on saturday and will be going singapore poly tomorrow to do charity? haha. Ok will update again on friday if i remember. ok toodles.
pm:i miss you

Why Do People Lie

2009-11-08T13:19:00.000+08:00

I was just about to contact her again and got to know now she is attach,unlucky me. Haix i don't know what to say,she just lie to me. I guess she is just a big fucking liar. I so not going to talk to her again until she know what she did to me. To the person out there just remember the happy moments we had together.

Why Everything Happen This Year

2009-11-05T15:45:00.001+08:00

Tuesday was a day that to remember. Actually had fun at first then gotten a phone called saying that my uncle had pass away. i then rush to the place to help out and wait for the body to reach the place. Had spent the whole night there until the following day then bury the body. Seriously I think that this year is the most sad year of my life. Many relative pass away and many more other things happen. It is a lesson for me to learn but whenever i want to change is like a one day change and after that back to my normal life.

Back To Back

2009-11-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

Hey been really busy and have no time to update this blog. My schedule is really tight. Have came back from tough camp,it was really a eye opener camp. The students there were taught what is tough really means. I felt sad for them and just hope they will really change after going trough this camp.

Reaching home after the camp was good but many things to settle. Now is a bit relaxing but next week will be going for another tough camp just hope for the best.

Till Then

One By One

2009-10-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

I know its been a while since i update my blog this is because been going to the hospital this few days. I just hope my uncle would be fine. I don't know why this month many things happen to me. My grandmother sister pass away and my uncle is in the ICU. I think this all happen to make me wake up from my dream and start to be a holy person. I think that this is a lesson for me to learn that there is not much time in life and must start to pray and all. Ok i really don't know what to post about cause really stressing out right now and it is a horrifying pass few days.

Sad Day

2009-10-23T01:51:00.000+08:00

I will update things tomorrow cause today many things happen and just hope that my uncle can wake up back.

Why After All This While Then You Tell Me

2009-10-21T22:57:00.004+08:00

Hey do was a fun day. Went out with Selina from Family Life Centre which i doing my social work and with the HORIZONer's. It was a great bonding with them, from there i can see who can i work with and who i can't work with. My group consist of Caline , Jane and Lisa. For the trip i will be the group leader for the whole HORIZONer's but for my own grouping gave Lisa a chance to lead , don't worry Lisa i will guide you along, just don't be soft spoken like you are now. Ok during the jab i was the third person and when my turn is nearer i was dam nervous. Inside the doctor room i was like laughing to ease the pain but overall i think the jab can still be stand but oh my there is two more jabs coming up next month. After the whole thing is done supposedly need to meet Shaid and Yong Sheng for shopping but in the end went home cause the jab makes me feel dizzy. Ok friends see you tomorrow for bowling at Safra.

You Come And Go Without Thinking About My Feelings

2009-10-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hey today was fun,went swimming with the usual and after that walk around Tampines. During the swim,got something funny happen, haha i think i shouldn't share with you guys. Haha pity Yong Sheng man. Then at Tampines while wondering around met Afzal and his friends,wow his hair is like...you see and you'll know. Then mom fetch me home. Oh ya lastly need to say thanks to MURNI for helping me customizing this blog,it will not happen without her, she is good in this.

Tomorrow plan is going jab for the India trip and then go shopping with Shaid and Yong Sheng shall post what i buy tomorrow.

Can't wait for this Friday

Starting Fresh

2009-10-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

This is new blog that is created by me Wuzzy. Going to ask people for help in customizing this blog for me. Will update regularly and will try to make this blog as interesting then my previous blog. Ok will update more after i finish constructing this blog.